I don't even know where to begin. We had an ultrasound yesterday and there is some concerns with the baby. They are calling it possible asymetric IUGR. I've read all I can about it and it doesn't seem too serious but it still is scaring me to death! With this the baby's head is at a normal size and the stomach and torso is not growing at the same rate. My baby is not getting enough nutrients, don't know if its my fault or just something that is happening with the placenta and baby and all that stuff. But man.... do I feel like a bad mom already! I know this added stress is not good now either but its really hard to not worry when there could be something wrong. My Dr. is sending us to a specialist 3 hours away for a second opinion. If this Dr. feels the same way then it looks like the only treatment is bedrest. I know I know.... it could be worse. It can always be worse and I should be thankful for the blessing thus far, and I am, I really am but I would be lying if I said its not eating me up inside. I'm not sure if there is even anyone out there that reads this stupid blog... but if there is.. if there is someone out there that cares, say a prayer for my little one.

So its been about 2 months since I've posted.... I need to get better at this blog stuff! As you can read we found out we are having a boy. His name will be Greyson Allen Cook. I am now 7 months along and he is kicking and moving so much. It is amazing. I have had a breeze of a pregnancy. I've only thrown up one time and my worse symptom is heartburn. I can handle that! Its getting down to the wire though and I'm getting nervous.... but on to other things.

We have been unbelievably busy lately. Every weekend seems to be full. We took pictures at a wedding, had our 2 year anniversary, celebrated mom's and Steph's birthdays and got to visit with Aunt Debbie. Then it was the 4th of July and that was full of visiting family and celebrating Alexander's birthday. Its hard to believe we have a 15 year old! I can't believe he starts high school next month, man do I feel old. So that is my update in a nutshell. Still have lots going on for the next few months, getting into the new church, baby showers, school starting, Tristan playing flag football, Chuck getting lasik..... I swear there is never a dull moment!

I will try to post more often.... that is when I get a second to breathe!